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Defeated

 September 9, 2022 Hello world... tonight I am feeling defeated. Deep down I know this feeling will pass. Last weekend was Labor Day weekend so a holiday weekend. My children's father took them for the long weekend. I worked all weekend every single day and I worked 12 hours on Friday. Sunday evening, I was feeling much more accomplished. Monday morning, I went to work as well. I finished my filing and my case contacts. I felt great. Social work-foster care is so difficult. Monday, I worked 7:30 until about 1 pm I wrapped it up and felt so great. I went home and got my laundry and went to the laundry mat and did 2 loads of laundry. Picked up my boys and put them to bed. Tuesday morning got my kiddo's ready for school. Took Sebastian to school and Zaydin and I went to a doctor appointment. And that is where the emails started rolling in for work... and messages... and Zaydin is getting restless at the doctors. We finally wrapped it up and got out of there. Zaydin's school ...

2022 WOW

 9/5/2022 Good evening world... wow it is already coming near the end of 2022. Most of us no longer wear masks however, Covid is still out there. Sebastian started second grade last week and Zaydin kindergarten. I am back in social work even through the ups and downs it feels good. I have been struggling with it however now that I have a new supervisor I am feeling more positive. Today when I picked up my boys from their father I asked him about getting them passports. He is not ok with it, I figured as much. I will ask again next year. I really want to go to Albania and Kosova next year. I am also in the process of looking and buying a house so that needs to be done first before I can really go anywhere big. Well I really should write in here more often. Life is beautiful it is short and I am not perfect. I have my struggles but I am pushing through. Laert, Niko, and Vlasi are back in America working on the Basilica of St. Mary's absolutely beautiful work they do.  I went to ...